"The Lord's Flash Light"

by: Mike Defendant

8/5/20

 

Government came to my door last night, They were looking through the windows with the lords flash light. I was hypnotized by their mind control, they took me down town to try to save my soul. I listened to the preacher cop and what he had to say. I bowed my head beside him and pretended I could pray. The holy ghost came to interrogate me, if I repent for my sins then I might be let free.

Repent for my sins? Me? What have I done? Well I don't believe in Jesus, so I guess that's number 1. Dont take it so personally, I hate myself too. I believe in me, less than I believe in you. If your people called my people it would be a mistake. Cause deep down I've got no people and that number was fake. The angels let me go and offered me a ride, I said "no way" and wondered to the outside.

The forest was dark, I had to walk through night. The feeling was approaching that somethings not right. Nothing ever is so its not a big deal, nothing went wrong, but I hate how I feel. I'd stop to smell the roses but the roses aren't here, every plant along this path is cowering in fear. Nothing grows here, nothing ever will. If I were any weaker I could die on that hill. I got to my door and woke up quick, laying in bed and my stomach feels sick. Physically and mentally drained to the core, what's the point of feelings if this is what they're for? This beds uncomfortable and everything's a lie. The air is made of chemicals, today I'll never try. Tomorrow sounds better let's shoot for afternoon, maybe or the next day just no time this soon.